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It’s hard to be honest with myself, to stop denying how I feel about this. I’m fucking broken, and that’s all there is to it. I never sleep, but when I do, I have awful dreams involving you. And it’s always unpredictable how you’ll be from dream to dream. Sometimes, I find it reflective of all the things we ever went through. I’ve started drinking every day again, just to feel something…but it honestly just adds another nightmare to rest of the storm. The thing I feel the worst about is the fact that I could never be happy for you, for the path in life that you chose. I’ve always been frustrated, or upset, too selfish to just move on and let life carry us from the shore. I guess I should’ve been paying more attention, I guess I should’ve been happy for you, or tried to be. Maybe I should’ve been better at giving you a reason to smile, or maybe I should’ve just stayed asleep that night.
Oh, the mind and it’s troubles. I guess this is just another hard memory I’ll have to endure… Since, ya know, we never talk anymore.


happy holidays everyone







Parkway Drive 

Did they just wall of death on the equator?


I tried so hard not to reblog this. But it was just so amazing I had to.

someone wall of death with me at the equator

^I will 

Favorite thing ever 

I am the pulse beneath your skin,
I am the tingle within your limbs,
I am the breath behind your teeth,
I am the one you want to need.
I am the things you hate to love.

You are the itch inside my bones,
You are lust in a subtle dose,
You are the bites upon my skin,
You are the one I won’t let in.
You are the things I love to hate.

Contrary to common understanding,
Opposites don’t attract.
They repulse.


If at first you don’t succeed, redefine success.

In Hearts Wake - Loreley (The Lovers) [x]

“Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again. This time more intelligently.”

Henry Ford (via psych-facts)

Architects (UK) by Ashley Osborn on Flickr.



Finally! A black hole that you can visit and survive!
Want a trip through a black hole without having to experience that pesky death? You’re in luck. There’s a special kind of black hole that’s not just survivable, but might get you to another time, or another universe.
Black holes are, traditionally, the scariest things in the universe. Huge, mysterious, inescapable, they wander through the universe and eat everything that gets too close. “Too close” is defined by their event horizon. This is the point at which they go dark, because it requires so much energy to escape them that not even light can get away. Since not even a photon can cross the barrier, no event that happens inside the horizon can ever have an effect on people outside.
Unless, something very odd was going on in the center of the black hole. Most black holes spin - this is something that was discovered way back in the 1960s by physicist Roy Kerr. It wasn’t exactly a shock, because most of the material that collapses into a black hole was already spinning. Sometimes, however, the spin on Kerr black holes goes a little above and beyond. Ever spun a glass of water, or soda bottle, so that the liquid inside swirls? Sometimes, if you spin it enough, the liquid actually parts, leaving a clear center and a spinning ring of water around it. The same kind of thing can happen in Kerr black holes. Instead of a singularity at the center, there’s a ring. And you can go through the open portion of that ring without touching the gravitational crush.
What’s on the other side? A lot of people have wondered. Some people think that these kind of black holes might be our key to time travel. They might be wormholes that let us hop between different points of the universe. Or they might be portals to different universes entirely. First we’ll have to find a few, and then we’ll need a few volunteers to go through. Preferably ones that haven’t seen Event Horizon.
Top Image: NASA/JPL-Caltech
Second Image: Dana Berry/NASA
Via NASA, Astrophysics Spectator, Discovery.



Well, I was gonna be a socially active person again…but then this creepy guy moved into my house, so now everything is awkward at all times. Fuck. I hate being uncomfortable in my own home.

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